On my first day in the village
the men dug a fire pit
and filled it with leaves and the cuts of a fat sow
that had been led across a field
and then killed
on a strip of corrugated tin.
This is how we used to cook the priests,
said the Chief.
In 1830 the missionaries docked with books
about God and sin,
how flesh was evil – both to eat and bare.
Last year I jumped down from a truck with a cardboard box
crammed with copies of the National Geographic – glossy features
on lions and space,
the lit cities wired to the dark globe.
There were stories on rain and famine, the machines of war.
How oil wells
burned in a pockmarked desert.
But what the orbiting lens
did not capture
was the tail of the Milky Way
twinkling
in a palm tree
as I walked back stoned from a night of dance
and kava – the peppery soma drunk from wooden bowls,
or human skulls,
if I believed in the old sots
cackling and slapping their thighs
when I sipped
and gritted my teeth.
The magazine also failed to report
on the mornings in a clapboard school
where children
sang the teachers into class,
and wrote poems in chalk about parrots, and fish
drifting in a stream.
There were no photos of the silence when ripe fruit
dropped from a branch
and into my hand.
Or how the Chief and I dived on the wreck
of a Chinese trawler
as sea snakes
circled above.
By then I was swimming in the Pacific like a local, and I believed
in the fable of truce between men and sharks,
that the world was a myth
on a printed page,
a Technicolor epic in smoke and flame.
Fiji was shortlisted for the 2020 Fish Poetry Prize, adjudicated by Billy Collins.